Finally... today marks the end of my 8th year ICT. Rationale for opening a new blog site is to provide a new space for me/myself to publish all the thoughts I have within me. It was a rather simple ICT with not much of action other than live range. I would always take the opportunity to reflect on all of the things that happened at work... or relationship... or things that I could have done/handled better. I have come to realise that it's time for me to look for a new job. It's not jumping nor switching for the sake of doing it but I know that I have to stop wasting and start living for myself. I realised that all these while I am.not being myself. I tend to portray what others want to see of me or what I want others to see me as. Although my real character just slightly differs from the one I portray but it's really painful and tiring just to live and act for others. Why do I link it to my Job? What has my portrayed character has to do it? Well it's simple... as a sales person... I am too nice and keep thinking for my customer instead of the company or for my own gains... this is not a traits of a sales person. I have seen and understood where my strength is at. Sales despite doing it for years... I firmly believe that it just not meant for me. Hopefully I can end well and just go all out to be myself. It's scary to think how I have cracked under the pressure of sales. The time is up and time to make the change. GOD WILLING. AMEN T.Mao